Here is where I am with all this.
For many years Paul was my hero. I mean, he even went toe to toe with "those who thought they were somewhat" and won the day with his superior doctrine. Then I read that Paul was actually the worst evil ever loosed on mankind and that everything he allegedly wrote is not to be trusted. My head is spinning by this time and I must grip the edge of the table to remain in an upright position. Then, others come along with equally powerful cases defending Paul but expressing doubt as to the authenticity of some of the letters attributed to him. There are detailed lessons and examples in Hebrew and Greek, and references to scholarly tomes which only a relative few can read with comprehension. For us common folks, all this could quickly become information overload and we will be edified not at all.
I have grown to love the brothers and sisters in these forums. But, like Walt bemoaned, I suspect that Mother is no longer being allowed to be in charge around here.
To keep myself sane, I am going to cling to what I know is Truth: the Torah, Prophets, and Writings, the eyewitness accounts of Yahushua's time with us, and His revelation to Yahuchanon. As for the rest of the Renewed Covenant, or New Testament, or whatever you want to call that part of the English
Bible, I feel comfortable just leaving it alone. I mean, since its trustworthiness can't be proven, wisdom suggests that I treat it as untrustworthy and, therefore, not from the Father.
What I DO know is that our Father loved me enough to give me the Truth, to open my eyes and my understanding. I trust Him. He is going to bring me through this current onslaught some way, somehow (my personal life has under heavy attack these past few months and the situation is only looking worse every day). It is all I can do right now just to stand with Yob and refuse to charge Yahuweh with evil. As for being able at this time to participate energetically in lively debates, bringing to the talks the results of laborious research and sparkling insights ... well, on my best days I am no match for the intellects roaming these hallways.
Bottom line from my point of view? Should I be concerned that I do not know of a certainty whether or not a letter was authored by this or that person? I think not. Will I be rejected if I don't understand or retain all the proofs from both sides displayed before us in such awesome detail? I hope not.
Shalom. Yahuweh be with you.
Richard
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