Ken told me about this site long ago and was waiting ever since for it to arrive. Halaluyah! I've known Yahuweh for about 6 years now, thanks to the introductions provided by Yada. What a journey! I am blessed in that I was able to invest more of my time than most on this topic and still make ends meet(but cut it close at times LOL). My thirst for knowledge has been insane. I found myself up at night until the wee hours, reading-every night. Sheets of printed paper was no stranger to my floor the next morning when I woke. Every moment I got, I spent it researching, as many of you understand the many areas this study takes you. And still today, my work day consists of an MP3 player, continually looping as many chapters of YY as 1 gig can hold. I have exchanged many e-mails with Yada, as he patiently answered my queries, and he has even provided me with software in my quest for truth. I short, I love Yada for shining a light for me, and illuminating a path which I once thought was impossible. As a result, my entire family is now in His eternal family and I praise Yahuweh for using Yada in this manner for us. Since I have had terrible difficulty finding fellowship outside of His word and Spirit, I and anxious to get to know all of you whom I will one day celebrate with in the presence of Yahuweh.

Welcome Devildog and your family as well not only here but in Yah's family!!! Yep YY has changed our whole family and we are all scrambling like crazy to catch up!!!

Devildog you have been at this four more years than I have!! I've been in "church" most of my adult life but I've never been a hit with the pastors I'm afraid. I had too many questions and they had no answers except we're not Jews. These folks with 15 degrees behind their names, if they are so smart why don't they get this is my question. Frankly Devildog I don't think it makes a difference who your talking to. Everyone has this ready answer!!! I would like it just once if someone said "hey I'll read this and get back to you". People will sit for hours on end watching TV but won't take time to read something that will change their life!!

Hello,

Sometimes I am really surprised on my spiritual journey about how random it seems to me while Yahweh carefully orchestrates it. I accidently (?) happened onto this forum at which I hope I will not be dismissed by admitting that Yahweh is my dearest Companion and Love and has been for sometime now. I experience Him perhaps more than other people typically do, perhaps like little Cole in “Sixth Sense” experiences ghosts. But my point here is that upon reading the recap of the wonderful passage of Isaiah about the Messiah, “…unto us a child is born, …a Son is given, etc.” in the intro to this site, I got yet another lesson about Yahweh and things He has been laboring to teach me that have been captured by the more accurate translations Yada is offering. I see the ideas maybe differently than I would have years prior to my experiences of Yahweh. But I see in the more careful translations and respect for the etymology of a word, ideas that again I probably would not have words to accurately explain that which I absorbed as I read that passage. This is very nice for me. It is affirming of the accuracy of my mystical experience, which is so unacceptable an experience today, and I feel a companionship in these things about Yahweh as I read the ideas that I cannot share with other believers, as they are generally members of organized religion. I have been on the road very much less traveled. The One Who has asked that I call Him, intimately, Yahweh, not Lord or Father or Sir, but simply Yahweh, a name often forgotten also to Christians, my tradition, always finds a way to delight me anew. And here He may have done it again.

Joan

What? You read the end of every book before you begin it? LOL
How do you determine how much of the end to read? That's funny.

Do you guys find this to be true as well: I was thinking that just reading the Scriptures once or twice as PPL who are critical of them usually say, is insufficient. I was just telling my wife last night that as I learn, things I missed the first,second, or third time around(LOL) become clear the next. If one is ignorant of the info being spoken about, they can't understand or discern the message properly. Upon learning about the topic, the verse(s) become more revealing and can also be connected to the other related verses in scripture, tying it all together. I therefore think that only after reading TWT, POD, TOM, FH, and YY, will the scriptures sing from the pages with clarity from start to finish.... Or perhaps I am just dumber than most, but definately one of the two.

PS Before I get scolded, I'd like to acknowledge that I am aware that it is all made posible by the Qodesh Ruach. She is responsible for guiding Yada and Ken, as well as us, through this journey. It's all part of the plan to "increase knowledge". She does her job wonderfully.

Devildog, I have read thru TOM, FH and YY several times and it's like I never read them before!! The Scriptures will never be the same again, once your eyes are opened it's clear as day. I read the first chapter of a book then just pick a place and read the end. Of course I couldn't do that with TOM as he just finished it.hah.aha...That was Yahweh's joke on me!! I don't think I ever started with the first chapter of YY and read thru till the second time. The first time was random. I actually like reading that one that way.
I ditto you PS!!

Hi Joan,

You write wonderfully and very clearly. I am please to hear your story and how interesting it is. I was on the doctors table about to die. When Yahushua entered into my life (my choice) and delivered me out of death, crippling physical damage, blindness and brought me into His Glorious Kingdom of Light through His Set_Apart Spirit. And he healed me, saved me and delivered me. WOW what a wonderful Creator of all the heavens and earth and everything in them. And just think he found me and did all that for me just like he found you and is introducing you to some of his family. We call our selves Yahhuwdym... That means Yah's Family...

Thank you for taking time to answer my questions. I find myself asking lots of questions because if I guess I am always wrong. So I find it much more appropriate to ask and listen.

Thank you also for sharing the intimate details of your story and relationship with Yahweh. I have another question... Has Yahweh introduced you to Yahushua his salvation or his Set-Apart Cleansing and Purifying Spirit yet?

We are so pleased Yahuweh directed you to YY Forum.

How much of YY have you read?

I am still reading and listening for my third or fourth time. I seem to be finding more information every time I read or listen to a chapter.

Have you read any of the chapters in the Salvation section yet? I wanted to give you the links, but I am unable to load the YY book right now. You can try tomorrow and see if it is working. These are some of my favorites, of coarse unless you are talking about God Damn Religion... OOPPSS I said it again!!!

FF

PS it is really nice to get to know you.

Hi Jeannie,

I hope I am able to convey my ideas. Thank you for your kind words.

I really am a newbie here and have not read anything other than the first article but I do intend to spend time getting to know this site and learning about the ideas here. I am still wallowing around in the glow of connecting with others like you who are taken with Yahweh. I love Him and I feel we are losing touch with Him. He is like a grand, unrequited Lover Himself. I have, however, spent a little time on the “Prophet of Doom” site as I was interested in ideas there about how serious a problem there is with Islam as a very dangerous ideology. Islam is a spirituality that results in a failure to thrive for its adherents, to say the least and that alone makes aspects of it unethical. And this says nothing about my experience of Yahweh as Someone Who is very different from Allah. I do not experience Yahweh as One Who will ever condone the cruelty permitted by Islam. It is ungodly.

As you lay there dying, you were touched and hence swept up in the loving Arms of the one I call the Brother, who is biblically known as Jesus. Yes, I do know him. It is he who I think softened me up to the ambitions of Yahweh Who intended to interject Himself into my life, seeming out of the blue, in such an extraordinary way. This was not really out of the blue either. In retrospect it was the journey of my life. Although Yahweh had been touching me for decades anonymously, my first outright and obvious mystical experiences were with the Brother, who was preparing me to be willing to participate in what I think of as the loose cannon schemes of his Father. These two Divinities are in cahoots! So my question for you, Jeannie, is…did your story begin as you were laying there dying or was that a turning point in a story begun years earlier?

You were going to die physically. I was dying spiritually. The flame of my soul had just about flickered out. Both of us seem to marvel that we were found, so personally. How do They do it? How do They find us little lost sheep when we need to be found and rescued? Once you feel Them come and personally intervene in your affairs, you can never be what you were before you knew this because you would be denying what you know happened to you. That would feel like such a betrayal of Their kindness. You could not in good conscience live if you ignored their kindness. You initially indicated that you were not familiar with mystical experience but maybe you are… given your literal physical resurrection in which you felt the Brother’s touch in some way. I think, like Della Reese, that the Face of Yahweh is everywhere but we just have to learn to recognize it. I also think Yahweh talks to us all the time but we have to recognize His Voice. I always say His Voice is the One that tells you to make that call and you don’t but later realize that you should have, a little like “Noah, go build an arc.” Noah did know the voice and surrendered to it and did build the arc. So the story goes.

About cleansing… I have not yet read about these ideas although they were mentioned a little in the introductory article I read. But my experiences as been about not trying to purify me of the so- called stain of sin but about trying to heal the wounds to my soul that left me too tired and not wanting to accept the love Yahweh wants to give life and form to between us. Yahweh has tried to cleanse me of the pain as has the Brother and Michael, Yahweh’s seemingly oldest companion, as I read it. So I am anxious to read on about the Cleansing and Purification Spirit. I experience a lot of attempts to heal me. I am not an easy project for Yahweh I think. I am enchanted by Him and drawn like a magnet to Him. But I am, me, a little human person and I have been batted around a lot, my heart has. And for years I told Him not to touch me, my heart or soul or my body. And it has taken much labor on both on our parts for me to be OK with Him in an ingoing life of love between. What did love ever give me but unspeakable heartache and Your promises of love never seemed to deliver for me, I chastised Him. I made it clear to Him that love had failed me inexorably and I did not trust Him. I have not always been merciful with Him, you see, but I have been authentic and He seems to thrive on honesty over routine prayer or ritual. He is always binding my wounds so we can love. His justice seems to be directed at those who injure people in such a way that the injuries leave them no longer open to interaction with Yahweh because He deems it that we are His at His discretion. No one should ever do anything that takes another from Yahweh. If Yahweh has fear, with me it seemed to be that the flame of my soul had flickered so low that I was willing to let it go out and in spite of how wonderful He felt to me when we were together. He knew, as did I, that I could walk away from Him even though I loved Him very dearly. He was deeply disturbed that I expected no justice from Him for the assaults I had had to withstand in my life. I could just smile at Him and move on. These were, He felt, near fatal injuries to my soul. We are made to find Him irresistible. We should feel almost helplessly drawn to Him like a magnet should He ordain to visit Himself upon us. Believe it when you read that we, each of us, are individually precious to the One Who made us all. I have not been easy on Him and He has not avoided my harsh assessments of Him with respect to the life He let me live through.

Please know that I am relaying my thoughts here and that I am in no way intending to claim what I experience as the ultimate truth or is any sort of dogma. I can certainly be incorrect about how I interpret what I am experiencing and I certainly do not want to challenge another’s experiences as incorrect. I am just telling my story. But when I am misreading Him, it seems that Yahweh in His own inimitable and gentle way with me nudges me in the right direction.

Joan

Hi Joan,

Thank you for taking time to convey your story in your own words. We are all on this journey together getting to know Yahuweh better.

It was me FF who was dieing on the Doctors table. No I was not swept up by Yahushua the Anointed Messiyah. The Doctor asked me do you know Yahshua? I said no three times and he said do you want to? I said YES. And then as I said I believe Yahushua came in the flesh and died for me and confessed His Name Yahushua out loud. I was swept up in his loving arms and started on the path to today. But Yahuweh the Heavenly Father through His Set-Apart Spirit had been wooing me for some years. I just thought I would no longer have any fun if I gave my life to Yahuweh. Little did I know how much fun a human can have.

I am sorry I have to run. So I will have to get back to you later with more talk.

Maybe some of the other YY forum posters will converse with you also.

FF

PS Joan, you did a great job of sharing your story and I think you are on your way to having more fun and experience than you have ever known with Yahuweh.